funny...
it seems the ONE person I want to know more about doesn't really want to be known (at least by me), the ONE place I want to be, I cant get to and the ONE thing I would really like to do is the one of the few things I show too little aptitude to achieve
on the flip side
I hold the people who want to know ME most at arms length, the thing I am best at is something I rarely enjoy doing and any place within two days drive holds little appeal for me
yes, I know this is a problem