and while I think she is just generally unattractive and lacking in any creative ability- and while I also have an awfully hard time relating to how her brain functions- I believe that every yen has a yang so I wonder- though she is lacking in many aspects of her being that I personally have become rather dependant upon in mine- she must surely possess qualities that I do not and can probably not guess at (organizational skills, short term memory, the ability to be satisfied perhaps).
So as I speculate about what traits she might posses that would make BEING her bearable, it occurs to me that I might have made a grievous error by assuming that being so apparently and dreadfully dull would at all be a disadvantage…. and that it is possible, even probable that she is happier for it. Perhaps her equivalent is a superior state of being over mine…..
Perhaps I am the one who is flawed.
Perhaps I am the freak!