I wonder if it is a developmental stage- like teething or learning to walk
late 20’s pencil in disillusionment and you are right on schedule
This years been a bit better with the quite acceptance that comes with losing all hope in life as I dreamed it would be.
Give up on big dreams and you learn to be happy with the little things.
Planting my garden in the spring-jumping with you and glenn on the trampoline-taking the kids to fly a kite-movie marathon/junk food night-learning to do something new
little moments combine to form the bigger picture and it isn’t so bad